long time no talk.

i know its been a couple months since ive last updated, but i can explain.


first of all our laptop broke. and our other computer is a pain in the butt to use, so i got lazy and decided not to update. second of all ive been a busy momma. easton has been sick, and to the doctors, and to hospitals all this month. ill explain later. third of all im exhausted! being a mom is so exhausting but so worth it!


about three weeks ago i noticed eastons breathing has been really rough. it almost sounds as if he is wheezing. i was really worried so i took him to the ER in hasting. HUGE MISTAKE! anyways i got there and they took x ray and were really worried. they told me that he had bronchiolitis, and that he would need a nebulizer and steriods. that night in the hospital i have never seen myself so worried and sick. i realized i loved this little boy more than anything. not that i didnt before, but this was true love. i hated to see him in pain, and miserable. he is a fighter. over a course of 5 days i gave him his medicine, and neb. he seemed to not be getting better with his breathing. so i decided to take him to Devos Childrens Hospital. What they told me there was that he had trachemolasia. they desrcribed what it was and told me i needed to see and ENT as soon as possible. 


two days ago easton had to get his four month shots. :( shots are always the worst, but what happens after can be bad too. babies can get fevers after they get shots, but with tylenol it should go down.
at about 12 that night i got up to feed him and he was burning up. poor guy :( i gave him tylenol and it broke. i got up and went to school the next day while my mom watched him. she texted me and said that easton has had fevers, and he was vommiting. i made an appointment asap with his pediatrician. she took one look at him, and said he need to go to an ER. so me, jeff and easton went all the way to GR. they took xrays of him there, and told me he was severely constipated and dehydrated. i had to switch formulas, and he is now on a acid reflex medicine. 


over these months, i have watched myself grow into a person that compasionate, loving, and a strong mother. i am even proud of myself. its a lot of work, and tough at times, but i know i have a little boy that loves me and looks up to me. i will never fail him only make him proud. God has gotten me through these tough times. i would be NO WHERE without him. i pray he keeps me strong and never lets me give up , and i will continue to do. faith is so strong and i incourage everyone to have a closer relationship with God. he is the one person who will never let you down. he will always be there for you and the end of the day.

mY jOuRnEy HaS jUsT bEgUn..

Life is a succession of lessons which must be lived to be understood.

Ralph Waldo Emerson

3rd day

today was a very fast pace day. it was quite fun too.

my best friend kelsey is back at school! which made first hour go by really fast. we played softball and it was quite interesting. people get a little wild. i was afraid i might get hurt. but it was good to have my best friend back and someone to talk to. and gym wasnt so bad today either! and im not as sore as what i was

bean went to my uncle dons funeral today :( but i heard he was a good little boy through the whole service! i am proud of my little guy. i learned today to not get upset over the little things, and be happy for what you have. and smile every moment you get because you don't know what could happen. plus being happy and smiley gets you a lot father and you will find yourself A LOT happier.


one of my favorite quotes:

Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle.

Plato

a little late

i was going to post yesterday but i couldnt find the time to. i am always super busy now. anyways my second day went pretty good. weight training didnt go so well considering my teacher made us run for 5 minutes, and that was seriously the first time i ran in 12 months. i was in so much pain! we went up to the weight room and i walked on the treadmill, and that didnt help much to my pain either. by the end of class i was hunched over holding my stomach. i had a c-section 2 and a half months ago, and im not completely healed yet :( having two gym classes in one day probably isn't a good idea.

i find it kind of fun people watching at school now. sounds kind of creepy, but i am so observant now. i find myself making a lot new friends too. a lot with kids who don't have much friends. i have a soft spot in my heart for them. i love talking to people to. its cool hearing their stories, and not the same old blah blah gossip everyone else has to talk about. gossiping is kinda old now to me. i dont really like hearing about who did what with who and all that type of stuff. school gets more and more interesting by the day..

when i got home i gave easton kisses and love and we took a nap. after we woke up, jeff, easton & i went out to eat at buffalo wild wings! ( my favorite resteraunt). on the way we talked about our day, and jeff told me he got a full time job working at camp grayling for the national guard! i am so proud of him, and im sure easton is proud of his daddy too :) once we got there we ordered deep fried pickles and buffalo wings! yummm. our waitress was really nice too, and we got military discount, and our meal came to 25.00 considering we got a lot of food. we went back to jeffs moms house so she could visit with easton, then it was home for us. me and easton went to bed around 10. i was so tired! good thing he slept really good last night. 10-3, 3-8. super nice, i was exhausted yesterday..

me and jeff on our way back from resteraunt

my family from greenbay are here today. my grandpa, grandma & uncle cameron are here for a wedding staying at our house! they are always so fun to be around! well better get going my laptop is about to die

-aisha

first day of senior year

i had my first day of senior year today!&  it wasn't all that bad.

i went to bed at about 11:00 last night and couldn't fall asleep. i was pretty nervous. but eventually i managed to go to sleep. easton woke up at about 4 and i was up with him for about a half hr then i was out. i woke up at 6 and boy was i tired!! how can i be tired when my body is used to being up all the time! anyways after showering and getting dressed, not to mention running around because i was completely not organized, i started getting second thoughts about school. it was causing me so much stress and i haven't even got there! but then it was time to say goodbye to easton, and that was THE hardest thing to do. he was cooing and smiling when i went to give him kisses. he wanted to play but momma had to go :( as i told him bye his eyes followed me over the couch to the door outside, and i just started crying. i love my bean with all my heart! (bean is a nickname for easton)



when i got to school i ran into my bestfriends alexa and brooke! what a miracle! i dont know why i was so nervous, im a senior. maybe because it would be the first time in a LONG time everyone has seen me without a belly. and im sure there are stories going around and people had a lot of question. but overall my first day went so smoothly! i have a easy schedule, its a breeze.
when i got home i was so excited to see easton. i ran to him and gave him kisses and he just kept talking and talking &smiling! it was so great.. just reminds me more and more how grateful i am for him. i fed him and we laid down for a nap. i woke up about an hour ago, and he is sleeping still! little guy better wake up soon or i will be up all night! ;)

i really hope this year goes by fast, and i dont let myself give up! getting my diploma is my goal. i want easton to be proud of me when hes older. i can do this, i have to keep reminding myself. even though i hate leaving him, it will be worth it in the end.

thats all for now